Friday, December 31, 2010

new year resolution


to get straight a plus for spm 
to get me a drive license 
to go for a road trip with friends 
to kiss a dolphin 
to do bungee jumping 
to lose weight 
to sign up for gym after spm
to tone up my body 
to be a good girl , i mean really good :')
to buy new cell phones
to renew my wardrobe 
to not to sleep in bm class
to focus in my studies and done all the homework given 
to be taller
to smile as much as i can 
to be thrift 
to travel the world ahha 
to be nicer to my siblings
to go for a real camping 
to sing and dance in rain again :)
to apologize to all the people i've talked behind their back . *phew the hardest*
to appreciate mrsm taiping more
to scold the junior once , only once haha
to be nice to the junior
to play football in mrsm taiping haha
to skip class once , ohh i miss that 
to not to whine everytime the teacher assign me too much work haha you wish
to keep my hair long back 
to go for spa
to have a big big teddy bear HAHA
to love animals more 
to know everyone's name in my batch
to sleep less hehe
to appreciate my life more
to swim in the river behind school 
to play bola tampar once , i never played it before
to run all around the school pretending a crazy dog is chasing me haha
to less wandering around the school compound
to complete all the workbook i've bought 
to have my own ipod touch
to taste snow 
to cut down my time on www. thingy haha
to learn how to cook proper dishes 
to learn how to plant a tree
to learn to make icecream yumm yumm
to scream i love malaysia during hari merdeka
to follow the school *cough cough* rules
to wear tudung labuh at school for once in  a lifetime
to make the world a better place
to be a vegie for a week 
to khatam alquran again at least once this year
to wear red nails during school days 
to try to eat wasabi hoho
to  visit the 7 wonders of the world
to have a star of my own
to touch a penguin
to arm wrestle an Orang Utan
to play rugby once
to taste all of the flavors of baskin robbins ice-cream !
to touch a rainbow
to skydiving
to arm wrestle an Orang Utan

haha , i better stop cause the list is endless ! hey , may my dream came true

fresh start

so this is the end of the whole (insertyourownword)  year of 2010. time travel too fast nowadays. betul tak tipu. haha. so tommorow is a new year , 2011 . yes , be nice to me will you ? i hope next year , i mean starting from tomorrow haha , everything will be better in every aspect .

so today i went to naura's to get her help me done my rumusan . haha she complaint a lot thou but still she's doing it . you know you love me ! haha <3 thanks a lot hunney , esok tolong lagi okay ? haha .

the best damn thing


- folio agama
- folio chemistry
- folio kerjaya
- mind map physic
- latihan buku hijau chemistry
- rational cloze english
- hafazan
- pafa
- sejarah module
- biotext
- 4 rumusan
- 2 karangan that should be post during holidays HAHA
- 10 rangka karangan

YOU SEE ? i have so much things to do yet i have to be back at school in less than 48 hours .
that is just so pathetic.

p/s : i've found my spec ! :') but i've lost my calculator , dah la yang paling sayang pulak tu :( 

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

ask me

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? 
can i have twin ? hhaaha kidding ! 

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? 

hmm no but it was old story nevermind

Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
haha im not suree

Are you wasting your time on someone? 

Last thing that made you cry: 

a very big lipan take a walk on my feet , i screamed till i cried phewww

Do you have a bad temper? 
i don't think so

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? 
i will HAHA

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? 
im not counting 

What is your deepest fear? 

being not able to repent before im dying fuhh scary

Do you REALLY love all your family? 
yeahhh of course

What do you want to believe in? 
magic , myself and god

Do you have a secret crush on someone? 
no one , at the moment haha

Are you proud of who you are? 
yes haha

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?

haha no! its crowded and alone . you cant put that in a sentence
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven? 
i don't know . but hey im a kind-hearted person hoho 

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend? 

i love you and dont forget to sedekah kan i al-fatihah hari hari then ill love you more :) your worst enemy? 
i don't know you bitch

Do you care if people hate you? 
i don't give a damn

Freedom or safety?

both with a lil more freedom :)
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names: 
sorry , i accidentally taken your pen hehe *senyum muka comel*

Has a song ever made you cry? 

A book ever made you cry? 

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die: 
well y should i tell you why i wanted to die ,  busy body betul la awak nie haha

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all: 

i don't want to go to school , please santa . i've been a good girl :')

p/s: i took this from others blog cause im bored haha

have blast okay

hey today is amalina anuar's birthday , i would like to share a lil space for her since she is my cubemate :)


you're sixteen already , at last haha . semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ! may allah bless you :) 
have blast okay ? hee love you always .

somehow i never know what would happened to me if you're not my cube mate . who gonna wake me up at 5.45 AM ? who gonna wake me up bila it is almost the time to clear the blog for prep? who gonna help me washing dishes ? who gonna help me sweeping our cube ? who gonna help me stretching my bed when-i-was-in-the-mood-of-dont-care-earlyyeardulu ? and who gonna be so bersabar to have a cubemate like me unless you . hehe . i know i bring trouble a lot hihi , im sorry but i do appreciate it sooo much okay . *you better say "awwwww" now ! haha kidding ! :p

p/s : i know you love purple <3

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

tak siap siap lg

so trueee except for the "teachers are physco and assign too much" portion shoud be bigger

so long

its been awhile i don't update my blog . im busy with sleeping eating andd all that stuff haha :D

hey next year im seventeen !hmmm no, i mean in few days.. omg ! i just can't believe it how time fly soooo fast . its like just yesterday i got my pmr result , all those tears and smile with my friends when our names were announced .when me and atiera were taking those exams to enter mrsm thingy and when rohaina called telling me, im choosen to be in mrsm and being excited to be in new school but somehow i regret that the fact i have to left my friends and my family and my life away. it's not a fun thing to do you know haaha and i remembered how culture shocked i am with all those new rountine at my new school and the speed studying . i thought that i might die , well apparently am not and still standing strong :) acecece

hmm next year gonna be tough, believe me since i'll be taking *cough cough* SPM .. im dead , so dead . im freaking out.. how am i gonna survive there
but i've done a year , i should be strong enough to finish another year.yeahh go najah ! andd thennnnnnn im FREE wohhoooooo . hihi :D

p/s : im currently in this long and confusing process of figuring who i am and what i want to do in my life

Thursday, December 23, 2010

im back

hey hey heyyyyy :)
im back . hehe after a week of holidays . i'll promise to post up few pictures later kayh . for now im just too lazy haha
hmm holidays are about to over sheesh and i still haven't done my homework. ohh great

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


i'll do whatever i want you moron ! -.-
 now i feel like wanna rebel hmmm

'ketawa la banyak banyak , nanti malam nangis '.

haa now i trust that saying , i had so much fun at the day and now night , i feel like pffftttt.

"study group"

i had fun today ! :)
i went to fara's place at sunway today for our 'study group' haha . nik picked me up today cause he don't know fara's place but i know haha . so at 9 he picked me up and we head to fara's . we had breakfast at mcd , it was my treat . yelah kasihan jd my driver hrnie haha thanks gay driver ! when we arrived , nasya , faiz and izmeer were already there , studying sejarah , whoaaaa . well it doesn't last long ! haha we chatted all through. at 12 we all already bored doing sejarah . see , najah is soo not type of studygroup. haaha . we exchanged story about our school since we are all from boarding school ;') and watched videos too . nasya and farah were talking about korean hotties which i don't know most of them haha . im not a fan of korean btw. then again we are bored ! haha so we went out for lunch . fara try to drive nik's car and the ride was aweeeeesssooommmeeee haha banyak lah awesome , she almost hit nik ! haha . well since nik worried what would happened to his car if he let fara drive , then he drive us to jusco for lunchh . i met paan there <3 we eat we talked we walked and talked again haha . then we went home , i enjoy the most thou. nasya's cousin were there to pick her . we sent her then we went to mamak near giant . eat again , it was nik treat . thanks ! we sent fara's home and then he sent me . yeay arrived home after a very tiring day but i had FUN ! haha .
thanks to fara nasya nik faiz and izmeer . & you too channan eventhough u're not there today .

FACT : i've just met them this hols and now we were close like we have known each other for years . except for you la fara , mmg dah kenal for years pun :D

i will miss this , big time.

Monday, December 13, 2010

live your life

life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends , you gain friends. you realized your friend wasn't ever your friends. and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. you look for your love, you find love , you lose love. you realized that all along you've been loved . you laughed , you cry. you laughed so hard that you cry. you do this . you do that. you really wish you hadn't done that. you learn from that and you glad youu did. you have your ups. you have your downs. you see good movies , you see bad movies .you look at others and you wish you were them. you then realize who they are and are glad that you're you. you love life. you hate life. in the end, you find yourself to be living your life no matter what's thrown at you.

pink is pretty


These mean alot to me, and they still do, even if I grew up. Apparently saying the word “promise” has no meaning anymore. It’s simply just a word that’s been used too much. Promises are meant to be kept not broken. hmmmmmm

btw , today is zuhad's birthdayyyyyy ! my only RUS haha , have blast okay darling ? <3 

Sunday, December 12, 2010


wow. i wannabe here for my honeymoon . please take me there my dear future-husband haha 
ohh keep on dreaming najah <3


There were once three brothers who were travelling along a lonely, winding road at twilight. In time, the brothers reached a river too deep to wade through and too dangerous to swim across. However, these brothers were learned in the magical arts, and so they simply waved their wands and made a bridge appear across the treacherous water. They were halfway across it when they found their path blocked by a hooded figure.

And Death spoke to them. He was angry that he had been cheated out of three new victims, for travellers usually drowned in the river. But Death was cunning. He pretended to congratulate the three brothers upon their magic, and said that each had earned a prize for having been clever enough to evade him.

So the oldest brother, who was a combative man, asked for a wand more powerful than any in existence: a wand that must always win duels for its owner, a wand worthy of a wizard who had conquered Death! So Death crossed to an elder tree on the banks of the river, fashioned a wand from a branch that hung there, and gave it to the oldest brother.

Then the second brother, who was an arrogant man, decided that he wanted to humiliate Death still further, and asked for the power to recall others from Death. So Death picked up a stone from the riverbank and gave it to the second brother, and told him that the stone would have the power to bring back the dead.
And then Death asked the third and youngest brother what he would like. The youngest brother was the humblest and also the wisest of the brothers, and he did not trust Death. So he asked for something that would enable him to go forth from that place without being followed by Death. And Death, most unwillingly, handed over his own Cloak of Invisibility.

Then Death stood aside and allowed the three brothers to continue on their way and they did so, talking with wonder of the adventure they had had, and admiring Death’s gifts.
In due course the brothers separated, each for his own destination.

The first brother travelled on for a week or more, and reaching a distant village, he sought out a fellow wizard with whom he had a quarrel. Naturally, with the Elder Wand as his weapon, he could not fail to win the duel that followed. Leaving his enemy dead upon the floor, the oldest brother proceeded to an inn, where he boasted loudly of the powerful wand he had snatched from Death himself, and of how it made him invincible.
That very night, another wizard crept upon the oldest brother as he lay, wine-sodden, upon his bed. The thief took the wand and, for good measure, slit the oldest brother’s throat.

And so Death took the first brother for his own.

Meanwhile, the second brother journeyed to his own home, where he lived alone. Here he took out the stone that had the power to recall the dead, and turned it thrice in his hand. To his amazement and his delight, the figure of the girl he had once hoped to marry before her untimely death appeared at once before him.

Yet she was silent and cold, separated from him as though by a veil. Though she had returned to the mortal world, she did not truly belong there and suffered. Finally, the second brother, driven mad with hopeless longing, killed himself so as truly to join her.

And so Death took the second brother for his own.

But though Death searched for the third brother for many years, he was never able to find him. It was only when he had attained a great age that the youngest brother finally took off the Cloak of Invisibility and gave it to his son. And then he greeted Death as an old friend, and went with him gladly, and, equals, they departed this life.

p/s : im a fan of harry potter <3 now youu see , im so bored doing hw haha


ahha , i told ya i'll be sleeping my ass on my bed for the whole day , and i did ! :D i slept at 8.45 AM till 3.30 PM haha , and now im fresh as cucumber haha tetibe -.-" so gotta do some homework pfftt haha 

till then, this is najah signing off
xxxxxooooo :)


whoever is reading this, you're beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you . so smile. life is too short to be unhappy :)


yeah and the problem is im still awake and not falling asleep & the worst part is its 7 AM already!
ohmaygod ihaveimsonia. haha
i'll be sleeping on my bed for the whole day ..


yeah , we do have lots of things on our mind ay girlsss ? 


ohmaigod , when he start crying i just had to stop watching the video.
i was like whatthaa  with his mother dieeeeee youuuuu..
he's just a lil kid , even a grown up lied and made mistakes. you're torturing your own child my goodness. to mothers*i know they wont read this,but if* , mother-to-be-in-10years *yeah youu* and anyone that happen to have children please and please dont do this and stuff alike to your children .
it is just so mean, enough said.

a place called taiping

hey its me againnn , i never post about my college's life before HAHA 
since i have nothing to do *still have my unfinished homework* and i can't sleep jeezzz somebody help me its already 5.30 in the morning. so here are some pictures ,
 a picture tell you a thousand words ay ? okay there you go thousands thousands of words haha

its been a year thou. never thought i would made it, but yeah i did .

atika s.

hey i came across this picture, so

 thanks to atika safira for that cute owl necklace :)
<3 you always

God give me 5 fingers for a reason :

1. my pinky is for my bestfriends and our promises that will never be broken
2. my ring finger is for my marriage and for proof that we'll be together forever
3. my middle finger is for that person that pushes me too far and to show them how i feel
4. my pointer finger is to silence them, to savour the moment
5. my thumb is for everyone, to let them know that im gonna be okay no matter what 

hana tajima

Maysaa 4 Ways To Wear A Dress from Hana Tajima on Vimeo.

i saw this video when im reading her blog. i thought it was just awesome and wanted to share with you guys *hugs <3


there are two types of bestfriend :

Number 1 :The bestfriend who you’re so close too. You see them at least twice a week or more. You guys talk alot and catch up on everything.

Number 2 :
The type of friendship where you two don’t talk as much but deep down, you know that persons your bestfriend. Why? They understand you even if they barely see you.

p/s : i can't sleep , so i kept posting entry haha sorry if i annoyed you but heyyy this is MY blog :)


Fashion Show with Google from Robbin Waldemar on Vimeo.

fun ay :) sure will try it someday

Saturday, December 11, 2010


yes , you're a sweet-talker but i ain't falling for you --


Sekumpulan pelajar perubatan berkumpul untuk melihat seorang pensyarah melakukan pemeriksaan ke atas satu mayat. Mereka berkumpul mengelilingi tempat mayat itu diletakkan.

”Dalam bidang perubatan, ada 2 syarat yang sangat penting untuk menjadi seorang doktor”, kata pensyarah itu.

“Pertama, kamu semua tidak boleh jijik melihat mayat”, katanya lagi. Sebagai contoh, pensyarah itu mencucuk satu jarinya ke dalam mulut mayat, menariknya semula dan menjilat jarinya itu.

“Sekarang, cuba kamu buat”, kata pensyarah itu.

Selepas beberapa ketika, barulah mereka mengikut apa yang mereka lihat. Seorang demi seorang memasukkan jari ke mulut mayat dan menjilatnya. Apabila semua pelajar selesai, pensyarah itu memandang ke arah mereka dan berkata:

“Syarat kedua yang sangat penting adalah pemerhatian yang tajam. Seperti tadi, saya memasukkan jari hantu tetapi menjilat jari telunjuk... SEKARANG, TUMPUKAN PERHATIAN! PAHAM!!!!! "

ahha i came across this story, courage and a good observant . qualities in a doctor which aint in me haha ;p stick to the housewife i guess ? :DD

Ask me anything

If and only if

I could rewind all those thing back . sheesh I miss everything. 

Friday, December 10, 2010

road of life

everybody passes numerous paths along the road of life. there's always a dilemma when it comes to choosing.

it is not a sin to change for good . but it will cost you blood and tears for a start.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

quality time

its been awhile i haven't spend time with them yeah all of them . yela sume busy macam perdana menteri kan haha ;D


I cut my hair today so bon voyage my rapunzel . I cringe everytime that amoi cut my hair. no more iklan sunsilk ay haha

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

down to you

Life has its setbacks.
because life is not a bed of roses. 
because life is supposed to be a teacher.
because the wisdom in you are gained from learning from these setbacks.

sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. that's life. you can never stay at the top forever. you see, to be at the top, one must know how being in the bottom feels. life teaches u that. How to control the pride once ur at the top and how to overcome the feeling of giving up when ur underneath the world.

Monday, December 6, 2010


ohmaigod , this is just soo good :)
i wish someone would play this for real for me haha
success is earned not given


heyyy , i had an intresting weekend.

saturday :

i woke up at 9 that morning , takde tusyen wohoooo haha . then take shower bla bla bla. went to imiggration with my mom to renew my passport but the officer told us that he need my father to be there , shoot my dad was in kl . so my mom and i went to kamdar and jackel to buy my kain kain baju kurung segala . after choosing , we went to sister's tailor to send all those kain . im soo hungry cause i don't take my breakfast yet and its already noon . we had lunch at nearby restaurant . later on , i dragged my mom to jusco to buy me new shoes , she shop more than i did *haaa see*. i bought new pink diary , birthday card and facial wash . suddenly something came up and she had to be somewhere in pasir puteh . but im not following her , cause i promised to meet haziqah , channan, nasha , nik and ezmeer*my new tuition's friends except 4 haziqah la kan :)* at jusco . i have to wait them to finished their movie so i was wandering alone at the jusco so i stopped at almost shop there . yeahh i managed to buy myself a book : a change heart, just because it was on sale and the cover look good haha i know i know dont judge a book by its cover , but somehow i did judge by its cover hehe. at last i met them , yeahhh , then we even played those lattalilat thingy to choose where to go in the middle of the jusco haha. we had drinks at secret recipe , we met teacher julie there and chatted. my mom picked me up around 6.30 and went home . okayyy the best part is jeng jeng jeng my mom dont have the house key with her . hers is with my dad in kl ok kl . yeayyyy we were locked outside of our own house . hmm my mom decide to sleep at my grandmother's house in batu gajah . luckily my hometown is just there . we went to nearby superstore to buy clothes and stuffs . then we head to opah houseeee .

sunday :

went to kenduri went to kenduri again went to kenduri againnnnn . ahahaha .boringgggg. i spend all day watching tiveeee and reading my new book. then all my lil cousins came and dah lamaa tak jumpa diaorang , treat them with kiwi pudding which i bought fr my mom actually ahhaha . after tired telling them stupid jokes and teaching them stewwpid thing , i slept . haha . i still cant go home cause my dad aint going back to ipoh till night so i had to wait for him . yeahhh , that night there's some kind of fiesta tari menari joget lambak sorts near my opah's house. i just watched them haaha funney to see them dance like there's no tomorow . enjoyed much . at last my dad called and said he's home , yeayyyyy ! & here i am at home on bed infront of my laptop hee <3

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


I kind of figured that it has been awhile since I've written anything about my five bestfriends in this whole goddamn galaxy. As much as we understand each other more than anyone else, we are complete different people. Yes, we might like the same music, the same shows and shit like that - but in the end, the six of us live complete different lives and deal with shit different ways of our own. Yet, the bond is still there and it's some kind of a miracle that I'm still with these lovely lasses. Life would have been a bore if it wasn't for them. I might as well not be the person I am today if I hadn't to happen bump into anyone of them.

this is - naura sofinaz. This troublemaker bitch just cant get enough of herself . haha she was the closest to me.  we’ve been friends for four years and been through so many things right . and I just miss those playing in the rain making cup cakes sneak out skipping school and tuiton together . She's like my other half, okay she is my other half! :)

this is - atiera asri. this lil pretty braces girl just love taking picture of herself haha. well i live kinda close to her house and i used to come  over her house not to forget taman mafia haha :) she introduced me a lot of i-never-heard of lovey dovey songs haha . i miss going window-shopping with her . 

 this is - puteh sofiaShe is the girl who just love gossiping :D hoho stalker paling hebat ni hihi and dulu dulu we used to hang out her house every Wednesday cause there’s pasar malam, infront of her house. Yeahh buy food and we go lepak on the playground updating each other gossip . I do miss that , a lot.

this is- rohaina roisShe cant get enough of clothes shoes and accessories , and this girl is one-of-a-kind yaa know. People who might not know her may think she is snobbish. She loves to critise a lot but cant help it . its so her , she just say what she wanna say . haha . and fact : she don’t eat kambing or rusa . still, she has ate it at my house twice , I only told her after she finished her food haha :)

this is- paan .This girl is so annoying haha but still I love you paan . yes you’re annoying , very manja type sensitive and talkative too . I know I quarrel with you a lot haaha  i haven’t seen her quite a  long time yeah and if you’re reading this I want you to know that I miss you .

<3 <3 <3

Being apart from each other was never a good idea from the start - though it was for our own future. When will there ever be a stop to this? All I know is that all this shit is worth going through and I can never find anybody who can replace them and as cheesy as this sounds, I love you five so much that I might cry right now. haaha  :')

I swear so many things can happen in a short period of time.


spell my name

I woke up late today , rushing to get ready .i had my vitagen and bread in the car. Somehow  I managed to come sharp 7.15 and im the second last to be there , see told yaa. Haha. I was so so sleepy , I sat beside SI and she was sleepy too. She was “najah , tolong aku najah . aku ngantuk gila nie” and I was like “I know , me too ” my eyes was red and teary . u might tought I cried if u see me . luckily the guys were making some stupid jokes and cheer up the class or else I’ll be dead there. Hmm what I like about her class is she love to give some inspiring motivational talk yeahh.

It doesn’t matter if you get  C, on your own effort rather than getting A but u’re cheating. 

Ahha , teacher julie told us THAT. she loves to tell us her stories , and you know how much I love stories J  . when she told the stories whoa I sit up straight giving my fullest attention hihi but when she start talking about resultant force gravitational force stuffs heh I started to be so sleepy and my mind goes wherever they wanna be and I just stare at the whiteboard while my hand is drawing stewwpid geometry thingy on the module haha that is so me . she also said to make your student love your subject , you have to win their heart first . yes I agreed , so much . I wish all my teachers have the same princips as her , then my life could be more easier . despite  my teachers  have the princip : if the student want to understand the subject , they have to win the teacher’s heart . ahha soo vice versa. -.-

Okay back to my day today , I went to mcd for breakfast after  tuition with my unty , I had my mc muffin with egg  breakfast set . yeah went home , listening to music trying doing biology but then I fall asleep muahaha I woke up around 3 pm or 4 . I saw mc chicken set  on dining table , supposed to be my lunch kot haha and I ate it without realising how  much fats I’ve been munching . then after I almost finished the burger ,last bite something hit my mind like dushh “najah, u say u want to diet,  apa ini ?” hmm with full of regret I swear I wont eat any dinner tonight . and now im eating only and only low-fat yogurt haha.

p/s : ohmaygod , its already december . so fast , there's so much things i haven't done yet .