*haihh* i just knew something i wanted to know but now i refused to accept it cause it hurt me somehow . well that little feeling of pain shouldn't happened but i don't know i can't help , i can't even think . but i guess its for my own good too . yeahh everything happen for a reason , everything. it does teach me a lesson anyway , "don't build your castle on the sky najah, cause once the wind bloww , it will blow all of it "