grenade

her voice is superb and she is just 16 yo .

lesson1

Lost your pen = No pen

No pen = No notes

No notes = No study

No study = Fail

Fail = No diploma

No diploma = No work

No work = No money

No money = No food

No food = You get skinny

You get skinny = Then you get ugly

Ugly = No love

No love = No marriage

No marriage = No children

No children = Alone

Alone = Depression

Depression = Sickness

Sickness = Death

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen or you will die.

fatin zeizi

her birthday was on 16th of january . we planned to suprise her that night , sure we did . yeah , all of us have to bath that midnight . my hair is all full of cakes and chocolate cream . sure the birthday girl la yg plg kotor & comot . hehe . and again after prep , we celebrated her birthday with the kelas kelas bawah haha . and that was fun tooo ! we ate pizza and cakes . there was splash of pepsi firecracker too . here are some pictures :

january is about to end , too many thing happened in this short period of time . good things , not so good things everything . bless me 

photography

doing the photography project now , i love my new class . i can get the access to the internet woohooo . eventhough i have to climb the highest tower to reach there haha

a day after school

told you so , im gonna be back as soon as possible . im home already ! after a day at school haha.
im having fever actually so cikgu ika told me to go to hospital which i am very lazy to do so but then i still went because i just can't hold it anymore . after waiting for 4 hours at last i met the doctor for about ten minutes .  i know , like what the heck kan ? but still the doctor was very nice , she gave me mc for 3 days :) i love mc . straight away i called my dad to pick me up . btw i met cikgu siti too there , she went to take blood test, suspected denggi no wonder you look so sick. may you get well soon teacher , my very inspiring most motivating teacher in the whole universe. she even treat me lunch thanks teacher :) i went back at school with im-sick-and-im-dying face , and otw to the asrama i bumped into cikgu abdullah , luckily he allowed me to go back thankyouu ! when im back in my cube everyone was like"are you okay najah ? what the doctor said ? kau sakit ape weh ? demam denggi ? ee panasnya badan kau ? " and i was like "weh i got three days of mc and im going home !!! be jelous " ignoring all the question haha and they was like "omg najah betul ke ? kurang asam! tak aci aku nak demam jugak " and i was like "haha , dah dah i want to sleep , ask me later" so i wake up at six pm and went to shower . and again they were like "eh you're not back lg ke " and i was like "eh nak halau ke ? haha" after i had shower , packed few things and wait fr my parents to pick me up . im just wearing tracksuit and longsleeves since im very very lazy to wear bju kurung. at seven my parents pick me up and here i am home :) see how great it was , my first day of school ended so well , at home :)

nothing better than being at home hihi

adios

so this is goodbye . hmm im off to taiping . i miss home already :'( haha wish me luck okay ? this year gonna be a tough yearrrr . so people , i'll be back just before you knew it :)

sometimes kid, you just gotta be strong

apenie

sakit hati , sangat
apehal nak catu catu bajet nie -.-" haihhhhhhhhhh
ni lg rasa tak nak pgy skola

still

kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ? kenapa ? apa salah saya ? apa salah saya ? apa salah saya ? apa salah saya ? apa salah saya ?

new year resolution

what-i-want-to-list

to get straight a plus for spm 

to get me a drive license 

to go for a road trip with friends 

to kiss a dolphin 

to do bungee jumping 

to lose weight 

to sign up for gym after spm

to tone up my body 

to be a good girl , i mean really good :')

to buy new cell phones

to renew my wardrobe 

to not to sleep in bm class

to focus in my studies and done all the homework given 

to be taller

to smile as much as i can 

to be thrift 

to travel the world ahha 

to be nicer to my siblings

to go for a real camping 

to sing and dance in rain again :)

to apologize to all the people i've talked behind their back . *phew the hardest*

to appreciate mrsm taiping more

to scold the junior once , only once haha

to be nice to the junior

to play football in mrsm taiping haha

to skip class once , ohh i miss that 

to not to whine everytime the teacher assign me too much work haha you wish

to keep my hair long back 

to go for spa

to have a big big teddy bear HAHA

to love animals more 

to know everyone's name in my batch

to sleep less hehe

to appreciate my life more

to swim in the river behind school 

to play bola tampar once , i never played it before

to run all around the school pretending a crazy dog is chasing me haha

to less wandering around the school compound

to complete all the workbook i've bought 

to have my own ipod touch

to taste snow 

to cut down my time on www. thingy haha

to learn how to cook proper dishes 

to learn how to plant a tree

to learn to make icecream yumm yumm

to scream i love malaysia during hari merdeka

to follow the school *cough cough* rules

to wear tudung labuh at school for once in  a lifetime

to make the world a better place

to be a vegie for a week 

to khatam alquran again at least once this year

to wear red nails during school days 

to try to eat wasabi hoho

to  visit the 7 wonders of the world

to have a star of my own

to touch a penguin

to arm wrestle an Orang Utan

to play rugby once

to taste all of the flavors of baskin robbins ice-cream !

to touch a rainbow

to skydiving

to arm wrestle an Orang Utan

haha , i better stop cause the list is endless ! hey , may my dream came true

fresh start

so this is the end of the whole (insertyourownword)  year of 2010. time travel too fast nowadays. betul tak tipu. haha. so tommorow is a new year , 2011 . yes , be nice to me will you ? i hope next year , i mean starting from tomorrow haha , everything will be better in every aspect .


so today i went to naura's to get her help me done my rumusan . haha she complaint a lot thou but still she's doing it . you know you love me ! haha <3 thanks a lot hunney , esok tolong lagi okay ? haha .

the best damn thing

WHAT I'VE DONE ?

- folio agama
- folio chemistry
- folio kerjaya
- mind map physic
- latihan buku hijau chemistry
- rational cloze english
- hafazan
- pafa
- sejarah module
- biotext
- 4 rumusan
- 2 karangan that should be post during holidays HAHA
- 10 rangka karangan


YOU SEE ? i have so much things to do yet i have to be back at school in less than 48 hours .
that is just so pathetic.

p/s : i've found my spec ! :') but i've lost my calculator , dah la yang paling sayang pulak tu :( 

ask me

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? 
can i have twin ? hhaaha kidding ! 

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? 
hmm no but it was old story nevermind


Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
haha im not suree

Are you wasting your time on someone? 
sometimes.

Last thing that made you cry: 
a very big lipan take a walk on my feet , i screamed till i cried phewww

Do you have a bad temper? 
i don't think so

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? 
i will HAHA

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? 
im not counting 

What is your deepest fear? 
being not able to repent before im dying fuhh scary

Do you REALLY love all your family? 
yeahhh of course

What do you want to believe in? 
magic , myself and god

Do you have a secret crush on someone? 
no one , at the moment haha

Are you proud of who you are? 
yes haha

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
haha no! its crowded and alone . you cant put that in a sentence
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven? 
i don't know . but hey im a kind-hearted person hoho 

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend? 
i love you and dont forget to sedekah kan i al-fatihah hari hari then ill love you more :) 

...to your worst enemy? 
i don't know you bitch

Do you care if people hate you? 
i don't give a damn

Freedom or safety?
both with a lil more freedom :)
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names: 
sorry , i accidentally taken your pen hehe *senyum muka comel*

Has a song ever made you cry? 
Yes.

A book ever made you cry? 
Yes

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die: 
well y should i tell you why i wanted to die ,  busy body betul la awak nie haha

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all: 
i don't want to go to school , please santa . i've been a good girl :')


p/s: i took this from others blog cause im bored haha

have blast okay

hey today is amalina anuar's birthday , i would like to share a lil space for her since she is my cubemate :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAAYYYY ! 

you're sixteen already , at last haha . semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ! may allah bless you :) 

have blast okay ? hee love you always .

somehow i never know what would happened to me if you're not my cube mate . who gonna wake me up at 5.45 AM ? who gonna wake me up bila it is almost the time to clear the blog for prep? who gonna help me washing dishes ? who gonna help me sweeping our cube ? who gonna help me stretching my bed when-i-was-in-the-mood-of-dont-care-earlyyeardulu ? and who gonna be so bersabar to have a cubemate like me unless you . hehe . i know i bring trouble a lot hihi , im sorry but i do appreciate it sooo much okay . *you better say "awwwww" now ! haha kidding ! :p

p/s : i know you love purple <3

tak siap siap lg

so trueee except for the "teachers are physco and assign too much" portion shoud be bigger

so long

its been awhile i don't update my blog . im busy with sleeping eating andd all that stuff haha :D

hey next year im seventeen !hmmm no, i mean in few days.. omg ! i just can't believe it how time fly soooo fast . its like just yesterday i got my pmr result , all those tears and smile with my friends when our names were announced .when me and atiera were taking those exams to enter mrsm thingy and when rohaina called telling me, im choosen to be in mrsm and being excited to be in new school but somehow i regret that the fact i have to left my friends and my family and my life away. it's not a fun thing to do you know haaha and i remembered how culture shocked i am with all those new rountine at my new school and the speed studying . i thought that i might die , well apparently am not and still standing strong :) acecece

hmm next year gonna be tough, believe me since i'll be taking *cough cough* SPM .. im dead , so dead . im freaking out.. how am i gonna survive there
but i've done a year , i should be strong enough to finish another year.yeahh go najah ! andd thennnnnnn im FREE wohhoooooo . hihi :D

p/s : im currently in this long and confusing process of figuring who i am and what i want to do in my life

im back

hey hey heyyyyy :)
im back . hehe after a week of holidays . i'll promise to post up few pictures later kayh . for now im just too lazy haha
hmm holidays are about to over sheesh and i still haven't done my homework. ohh great

hmm

i'll do whatever i want you moron ! -.-

 now i feel like wanna rebel hmmm

'ketawa la banyak banyak , nanti malam nangis '.

haa now i trust that saying , i had so much fun at the day and now night , i feel like pffftttt.

"study group"

i had fun today ! :)

i went to fara's place at sunway today for our 'study group' haha . nik picked me up today cause he don't know fara's place but i know haha . so at 9 he picked me up and we head to fara's . we had breakfast at mcd , it was my treat . yelah kasihan jd my driver hrnie haha thanks gay driver ! when we arrived , nasya , faiz and izmeer were already there , studying sejarah , whoaaaa . well it doesn't last long ! haha we chatted all through. at 12 we all already bored doing sejarah . see , najah is soo not type of studygroup. haaha . we exchanged story about our school since we are all from boarding school ;') and watched videos too . nasya and farah were talking about korean hotties which i don't know most of them haha . im not a fan of korean btw. then again we are bored ! haha so we went out for lunch . fara try to drive nik's car and the ride was aweeeeesssooommmeeee haha banyak lah awesome , she almost hit nik ! haha . well since nik worried what would happened to his car if he let fara drive , then he drive us to jusco for lunchh . i met paan there <3 we eat we talked we walked and talked again haha . then we went home , i enjoy the most thou. nasya's cousin were there to pick her . we sent her then we went to mamak near giant . eat again , it was nik treat . thanks ! we sent fara's home and then he sent me . yeay arrived home after a very tiring day but i had FUN ! haha .
thanks to fara nasya nik faiz and izmeer . & you too channan eventhough u're not there today .

FACT : i've just met them this hols and now we were close like we have known each other for years . except for you la fara , mmg dah kenal for years pun :D

i will miss this , big time.

live your life

life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends , you gain friends. you realized your friend wasn't ever your friends. and that person you used to hate can make a really good friend. you look for your love, you find love , you lose love. you realized that all along you've been loved . you laughed , you cry. you laughed so hard that you cry. you do this . you do that. you really wish you hadn't done that. you learn from that and you glad youu did. you have your ups. you have your downs. you see good movies , you see bad movies .you look at others and you wish you were them. you then realize who they are and are glad that you're you. you love life. you hate life. in the end, you find yourself to be living your life no matter what's thrown at you.

pink is pretty

PINKY PROMISE

These mean alot to me, and they still do, even if I grew up. Apparently saying the word “promise” has no meaning anymore. It’s simply just a word that’s been used too much. Promises are meant to be kept not broken. hmmmmmm




btw , today is zuhad's birthdayyyyyy ! my only RUS haha , have blast okay darling ? <3